Somebody told me that
I should expect a one month break up recovery period for every year of the relationship. I said "WHAT?!"... Oh no.. I hope not me. I am very willing to recover right this exact minute. I know I don't want to feel all the gravity of this bad situation that had happened to me. And I believe I can see things clear; although there are some lapses because of my extreme emotions, I am ready to move on. I'm not okay with the idea of me like this for seven months? No! I refuse... but, maybe. Well... nobody knows.
So when it starts to ache again.. I tell myself:
It's going to take time; it's going to hurt; it will end and once it's over you will not be the same person.
I want to be a different person someday, not like a mess like what I am right now. I know it'll come, but for now, I should suck it all in until no pain can enter this dear heart of mine. (wow?)
PS
Thanks to
www.lovetoattract.com (I know! I know! But when your in pain, a little research won't hurt)